Well that's good at least

I feel like a very little child. Pain and confusion is swirling around, but I don't know why or where its coming from. So, all philosophy, reasoning, and rationality are falling through the cracks. Which means I'm exactly where I need to be, the confused but trusting little child clinging to God's hand and asking for His answers. They'll come. God is lovely, and everything is amazingly and wonderfully, fine. Maybe tomorrow I can get past fine and ok, but at least tonight I'm there.
taTa