Sonshine, Oh you're SO lovely....

Its been a long, long time.

Yesterday was great. I went to Tyler (again!) and they at last gave me a decent splint thingy that actually helps, vaat a concept. So after that, I went to the library while Mom went to get some wires or something. But anyway, I was sitting in the library praying (does anyone else love praying at the Public Library?) and suddenly, finally, everything was ok again. I knew I wouldn't lose (there's a lovely assurance when God is on your side, no?) but I was beginning to wonder when I'd get a reprieve. And yeah, I know that's what this is, the battle's never over, but oh, how wonderful to have the clouds roll back, even if its just for a day or two. Also, THE illustrious MuskRat came last night and we had a maahvelous time. Anywho, I don't have alot to say, so I'll suddenly compose a poem, here on the spot.

Why oh tree, do you feel so lonely?
Why do your leaves droop so low?
Reach out in the darkness, you're not alone
Reach through the night to what you know is there
These putrid worlds no longer holds you,
Reach beyond this cage that snared you once
Don't return to your blindness,
Escaping only to come to naught,
And naught is the thing that will deny you,
All that you now hold, look at your hands,
Look at what is real, beyond these lies
And this bucket of swill
The fear that held you, no longer can bind you
The strength of death is just a bad dream, now
Embrace the sunlight, don't deny reality its place
And evrything is fine,
For today's the day of grace
And victory is yours today!

Yeah that was bad poetry, but it is how I feel, plus, I just came up with it on the spot. I'm gonna go lasagna by myself now, so
taTa