You know I wish that everyone could and would be perfectly frank and honest, including myself. I've decided that the old saying "If you can't say anything nice, don't say anything at all," isn't good advice. I've been thinking our role model of complete perfection is Christ, and He was always honest, painfully honest at times, because only the complete and painfull truth leads to life. I'm not saying that when you first meet someone you should say, "wow you're ugly" or anything like that, but I've become convinced that empty insincere compliments and false apologize are very bad. And the thing is, polite kindliness when you really dislike me is far worse for me then telling me to buzz off. I don't really know why I said that, I guess I've just been thinking about my freindships, and just curious why these cool people like me. And then the thought, "what if they don't" comes in. So in other words I'm a nervous wreck, sorry. Which comes to another point, I didn't send out any of those emails that I said I was going to, so don't feel agreived, your not being singled out and omitted, I just suddenly couldn't get the vigour to send them. Plus, no one EVER sends ME emails except scouts asking questions or telling me things and Perry Alliance people. SOmebody send me a freindly harmless email ok? Yes that means YOU dear reader. Any how after that useless and crazy tangent, my day. I went to the Blueberry fest in Nac with Jesse today. That was fun, saw lots of people I knew and walked proudly around the square in a totally sweet sombrero. It was cool, they had lots of free stuff, even ice cream, which was super awsome. So i guess thats pretty much it,
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